I wake up in the morning very happy about the night before. I met a guy!! I wasnt really sure that I would hear from him after that though because everyone knows how that usually goes. But then Julie comes up to me and says playfully "You are a homewrecker!!" I was kinda confused at first but then she told me that she had heard the word from the guy that she was talking to that Jake had broken up with his girlfriend! I felt pretty bad but from what i had heard from him, she deserved it. She was a controlling, cheating bitch! So i got online to text him (my cell phone wasnt working) but he didnt answer. I sit around the house for a while... kinda bummed... i figure ill sit out on the front step and get some fresh air and holy shit!! A red audi is outside Julies house!! I got really excited and ran inside to get Julie. She looks outside too and says that it is Jake and her guy Phil. Extremely nervous, i go outside and walk up to the car to ask them why they were at her house. Phil answered and said that they had been there for an hour!! They were too afraid to knock on the door so they waited until we came out which i thought was pretty weird but oh well, Jake is hot!! I told them that they better get prepared to wait some more because I was not ready to be seen in public and needed to take a shower. And they did, they waited there in that car for another hour just to see us! When Julie and I were finally ready we let the guys inside so that we could all hang out.

Jake told me that he had to go to work soon so he could not stay long so we ended up just watching a movie and eating some dinner that Julie had cooked but oh my goood i didnt not care! I have never felt this way about anyone before i did not even know Jake at all!

He left for work and Julie and I sat around for hours after that talking about that night and the night before and how awesome it all had been. I got her to text jake on her phone and see if he was going to be busy the next day because I definitely wanted to hang out again! He said he was free all day so Julie and I got prepared to have a really great night!

Lets take a peak into my past for a little bit. This will help you understand what I am going through right now. I want to start off by saying that I am not writing any of this so that anyone will pity me or be my friend. I just wanted to be honest and show everyone that its okay to talk about things. It helps you think more clearly in my opinion. Also please dont ever ask me my age because I will not tell you. Age is nothing but a number! It does not make a difference whether I am 8 years old or 75 years old, people of all ages can relate to eachother.

Okay so I think I want to start this off from a year and two months ago. Everyone knows what its like the feel lonely right? Well thats how I felt one night at a party with my friend Julie. We were hanging out with a guy that she had been talking to and a few of his friends that we had just met that night. One of his friends was the one that actually invited us to the party. It was a very good night with good music, nice people, and beer pong!! lol I was single and ready to mingle. The guy (Peter) that had invited us was single also and I could tell that he was interested in me but I did not find him attractive at all!! I was keeping my eye on one guy... too bad he had a girlfriend. His name was Jake. He was long, tan and handsome. I was attracted to him right away but the girlfriend factor kept me far away. I was really not the type of person to ruin a relationship. But then I heard him bad mouthing her and saying how much of a bitch she was and he didnt want to be with her so that made me rethink everything.

The next night all the same people were at the place, and I wanted Jake. Drinks started flowing and the flirtation between us became immense. I couldnt stop myself. It all just felt right so I made a move on him. We started dancing together and everyone else at the party did not like it. They worried about his girlfriend and the fact that he had done this to her once before (I did not find this out until later). So as we are in full dance mode, here comes his very stocky cousin Freddy ready to fight. One punch to the face and Jake was on the ground. I was in shock! Standing there in disbelief I see that a  hand is waving in my face and some short chick is calling me a slut. This was Freddy's girlfriend Beatrice. She was so annoying and rude that I just blocked her out and sat down. Meanwhile Peter leaves the party and Jake wants to follow him because he is his best friend and he is worried. Jake turns to my general direction and asks if anyone would like to go with him and my friend Julie tells me to go along. As we are walking I just get this crazy urge to push him down rip his clothes off. I did not do this but I did push him down and made out with him. I wanted him and he wanted me but I didnt think anything would happen between us past this night. We got caught in the woods and were told to take our drunk asses home. I got up, found Julie, and started heading to the car (she was designated driver!). But as we are almost to the car a voice from about 20 yards away calls to me. "Arent you going to say goodbye!?!" I turned around... it was Jake. I really could not believe this one. So I walked over and said goodbye, okay thats all he wanted. But no... he asks for my number!! I could have fainted right there! This gorgeous guy wanted MY number!! So I gave it to him and Julie and I went home.

(I'll tell you what happened the next morning tomorrow!! I hope you enjoyed reading a little bit about my life!!)

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